Anonymous:  you can vent to me if you want

ok thanks anonymous human

all ive done this week is cry and puke and smoke cigarettes and miss you

i dont want to die but i feel like i might soon

Anonymous:  does that make me a poser for you if i'm in love with you?

yea :/ sorry i dont make the rules

I miss when you actually cared about me

on my way to see joyce manor holy f uck !!!!

You never realize how dependant you are on someone until you dont talk to them for a day or two and it feels like a part of you is missing